I see your pain and I know that deep inside your world is in turmoil. I want to just reach out and hold you and tell you that you are safe and that everything will be alright. Somehow, I feel that isn't enough. You know how I feel about you, and I pray for you daily. You are strong and I know you will pull through. I'm not upset, just feel a lot better. I now have complete understanding of things. I am glad you opened up, never in a million years did I think I would ever see this side of you. As much as you fight against it. Don't feel bad, Its no one's fault. I have faith that things will work out. I am always your friend. All I have left to say is live, be free and enjoy what life has to offer. You faced most of your life alone, you no longer have to be alone, I am your friend and I am here for you. I love you deeply.
HB.
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Thursday, May 22, 2008
Here I go, here I go
Here I go again, girls what's my weakness? MEN! Ok, then chillin', chillin' mindin' my business...
Sorry, I was having a Salt n' Pepa moment there...lol I have a feeling that I will be posting on here often. I will utilize this thing-a-majig as a form of therapy. Speaking of which, I have been viewed as a weirdo to some. I am really intrigued by human behavior. Sometimes I find myself saying things like "I can't believe he or she did that" or "what is wrong with people?" It should come as no surprise. We are human and we aren't perfect. We are supposedly the children of Adam and Eve, can you imagine what we would be like if we were literally their kids. How could they ever keep track of every one of their children? I think we would pretty much be in the same state we are in. I like to use this line on my mother from time to time. I tell her that we aren't really our parents children, they are borrowing us for the time being. Anyhow, one of my ex- co workers/school mate said she could see me liking Psychology. She said that people who find Psychology interesting are weirdo's as all Psychology professors are weirdos. I remember when I first filled out my college application, I know that I wrote down that I wanted to study Forensic Science and Psychology, well at my sweet ole UDC they place you in the first major you list. If you write that you'd like to major in Political Science, dog grooming, and/or Biology, guess what your major will be? Yeah, PS. They don't have time to figure out what you want to do with your undecisive life, i mean indecisive. You can always change your major at a later date.
I kind of miss school, I am so, so, so, so excited that they are reviewing a Masters program in social work at UDC. I excepted that it wasnt going to happen anytime soon and that I would end up at Howard, not that there is anything wrong, but I don't have Howard money. I love my UDC. I used ot look down on it but now I find myself being proud of the school I graduated from. Yeah, our school mascot is the rising phoenix. People got jokes about that. I say whatever, they talked about Jesus, why should I be surprised now. Speaking of Jesus, this line just came to mind, I've seen it on bossip.com "Jesus take the wheel" they usually post this off the wall photo of a celeb or just regular people that have made some sort of headline or maybe something so outrageous that merrits recognition. It reminds me of what I say to myself or softly out loud ( hold up does that make sense?) I say Jesus, please be my back seat driver or front seat passenger.
So, today is my Friday. I have to get up early tomorrow morning so that I can go to DMV down Georgetown. I will update ya'll on that. Will call went alright tonight, well except that some people's tickets were not printed for some reason. Also, Calvin was early. He drove around the block and waited outside for me. I am glad that we have the car back. That's another blog, stay tuned. It's not that interesting, but since I am on here now I will blog on!
PS. Does my photo look like something out of the movie The Grudge ? What do ya'll think? Yes, Cailtin, I am calling you out, Ya'll is YOU because no one has this blog's address but you for the time being...lol Pass it on to anyone interested, but please don't laugh at me, laugh with me! Never gonna give, never gonna give up on IMAGAnaaaaaaashun! Yep, thats the remix! Performed daily at your favorite box office!!
Sorry, I was having a Salt n' Pepa moment there...lol I have a feeling that I will be posting on here often. I will utilize this thing-a-majig as a form of therapy. Speaking of which, I have been viewed as a weirdo to some. I am really intrigued by human behavior. Sometimes I find myself saying things like "I can't believe he or she did that" or "what is wrong with people?" It should come as no surprise. We are human and we aren't perfect. We are supposedly the children of Adam and Eve, can you imagine what we would be like if we were literally their kids. How could they ever keep track of every one of their children? I think we would pretty much be in the same state we are in. I like to use this line on my mother from time to time. I tell her that we aren't really our parents children, they are borrowing us for the time being. Anyhow, one of my ex- co workers/school mate said she could see me liking Psychology. She said that people who find Psychology interesting are weirdo's as all Psychology professors are weirdos. I remember when I first filled out my college application, I know that I wrote down that I wanted to study Forensic Science and Psychology, well at my sweet ole UDC they place you in the first major you list. If you write that you'd like to major in Political Science, dog grooming, and/or Biology, guess what your major will be? Yeah, PS. They don't have time to figure out what you want to do with your undecisive life, i mean indecisive. You can always change your major at a later date.
I kind of miss school, I am so, so, so, so excited that they are reviewing a Masters program in social work at UDC. I excepted that it wasnt going to happen anytime soon and that I would end up at Howard, not that there is anything wrong, but I don't have Howard money. I love my UDC. I used ot look down on it but now I find myself being proud of the school I graduated from. Yeah, our school mascot is the rising phoenix. People got jokes about that. I say whatever, they talked about Jesus, why should I be surprised now. Speaking of Jesus, this line just came to mind, I've seen it on bossip.com "Jesus take the wheel" they usually post this off the wall photo of a celeb or just regular people that have made some sort of headline or maybe something so outrageous that merrits recognition. It reminds me of what I say to myself or softly out loud ( hold up does that make sense?) I say Jesus, please be my back seat driver or front seat passenger.
So, today is my Friday. I have to get up early tomorrow morning so that I can go to DMV down Georgetown. I will update ya'll on that. Will call went alright tonight, well except that some people's tickets were not printed for some reason. Also, Calvin was early. He drove around the block and waited outside for me. I am glad that we have the car back. That's another blog, stay tuned. It's not that interesting, but since I am on here now I will blog on!
PS. Does my photo look like something out of the movie The Grudge ? What do ya'll think? Yes, Cailtin, I am calling you out, Ya'll is YOU because no one has this blog's address but you for the time being...lol Pass it on to anyone interested, but please don't laugh at me, laugh with me! Never gonna give, never gonna give up on IMAGAnaaaaaaashun! Yep, thats the remix! Performed daily at your favorite box office!!
So here I am...
OMG, I can't believe I am here!! The pressure is on like an unopened bottle of Rock Creek Peach soda. Now I know what it feels like. Caitlin, your day has come. You finally get to lay eyes on my INSANITY. This is my first "real " blog. I mean, I have myspace, but no one really reads it. So what makes me think anyone will read this one? Well, I know one thing, someone better after all I went through to get this account up and running.
So anyway, I just got a little side tracked here because I just got off the phone with Calvin AND I have to pee. Today is a sad day here at the box office, I say this because we no longer have access to Myspace or Facebook. Just when I was getting into this flair sh!t. What have they turned me into? It's so addictive!! Well, what now? I guess I have to blog about my observations from where I sit.
Hold on tight, when I get inspired I will break Norbit down and shed some light on the deeper message. I'm such a softy, lol.
I still have to pee and my feet and hands are getting cold.
The vultures are on me hard (Zac and Caitlin) so I have to hurry up and finish this.
The Museum of Crime & Punishment is open now and I noticed an employee in a bright orange jumpsuit wiping down the windows. Interesting, but I don't know how I feel about that right now. I mean, DC Jail inmates who don't have family to pick them up go home in Blue uniforms and while they are incarrcerated some wear Orange colored uniforms.
I can't wait to go in and see what its all about. That's my area of interest. Oh, yeah all my holds are clear and I finally get to pick my degree up. About damn time! After 5 years of snow, sleet, ice, rain, shine and code red alerts, I am the first to graduate from college (on my mother's side) on my dad's side I think I am like the third or fourth.
I've been a little more active in putting applications out there. I realized I am stopping me from doing better. I know I don't want to stay where I am forever. I want better, so i know I have to do better.
Calvin is at Cornelius' body shop picking up the car, I hope now that the scratches and the dents are out it can stay that way for a while. Yay! I have a ride home tonight, I hope he isn't late picking me up.
Here comes a man in a dark blue suit and royal blue tie, he's picking up tickets for tonight and LAH just handed them to him, what's so interesting about that...well hell if I know. I was asked to write something and that's what I am doing.
So this lady just called me and she asked if the Screwtape Letters still running, I said, "No, it has ended" * Long pause* Maybe she didn't hear me, but she heard when I answered the phone, right? What's wrong with people? Why are people so picky about where they sit? I mean, it's not like its a car or a home they are purchasing. You sit there between 90 mintes-3hours tops. People, they are only seats! Well, I'm sure its more than that to them but anyway.
Ok, they are back, i have to go. I am experiencing Dejavu here :O)
So anyway, I just got a little side tracked here because I just got off the phone with Calvin AND I have to pee. Today is a sad day here at the box office, I say this because we no longer have access to Myspace or Facebook. Just when I was getting into this flair sh!t. What have they turned me into? It's so addictive!! Well, what now? I guess I have to blog about my observations from where I sit.
Hold on tight, when I get inspired I will break Norbit down and shed some light on the deeper message. I'm such a softy, lol.
I still have to pee and my feet and hands are getting cold.
The vultures are on me hard (Zac and Caitlin) so I have to hurry up and finish this.
The Museum of Crime & Punishment is open now and I noticed an employee in a bright orange jumpsuit wiping down the windows. Interesting, but I don't know how I feel about that right now. I mean, DC Jail inmates who don't have family to pick them up go home in Blue uniforms and while they are incarrcerated some wear Orange colored uniforms.
I can't wait to go in and see what its all about. That's my area of interest. Oh, yeah all my holds are clear and I finally get to pick my degree up. About damn time! After 5 years of snow, sleet, ice, rain, shine and code red alerts, I am the first to graduate from college (on my mother's side) on my dad's side I think I am like the third or fourth.
I've been a little more active in putting applications out there. I realized I am stopping me from doing better. I know I don't want to stay where I am forever. I want better, so i know I have to do better.
Calvin is at Cornelius' body shop picking up the car, I hope now that the scratches and the dents are out it can stay that way for a while. Yay! I have a ride home tonight, I hope he isn't late picking me up.
Here comes a man in a dark blue suit and royal blue tie, he's picking up tickets for tonight and LAH just handed them to him, what's so interesting about that...well hell if I know. I was asked to write something and that's what I am doing.
So this lady just called me and she asked if the Screwtape Letters still running, I said, "No, it has ended" * Long pause* Maybe she didn't hear me, but she heard when I answered the phone, right? What's wrong with people? Why are people so picky about where they sit? I mean, it's not like its a car or a home they are purchasing. You sit there between 90 mintes-3hours tops. People, they are only seats! Well, I'm sure its more than that to them but anyway.
Ok, they are back, i have to go. I am experiencing Dejavu here :O)
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